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Hello :)

Due to some changes I wanted to make to my blog (but couldn't on this platform), I decided to move to a different website.

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Have a good day!

Back in Malaysia!

Well hello there Malaysia, it's been a while!

I'm finally back here for a month to celebrate Eid, and take a break from my hectic life in Brisbane. It's been a week since I've been back and it's been restful so far. I'm glad.

Normally in Brisbane, my days are filled with cluttered thoughts and constant worries about work and uni. This is a good change, a break I haven't had in quite some time (since I finished A-Levels 3 and a half years ago, to be exact!).

There's not much that I want to update on Malaysia, except that it's still super humid, people still don't know how to use car indicators and customer service is still crappy * insert laugh with tears emoji *

Anyway, to everyone celebrating Eid, I hope it's not too late to wish Happy Eid' ul Fitri, and sorry for any wrongdoings.

Until next time,
taa.

I've started drawing again!

Most people even if we're not close would probably know me for my artworks. I started posting drawings on my Instagram account since 2013 and ever since, my Instagram 'fan base' grew. I constantly posted different things though, life, art, photography - my Instagram never had a set theme. I posted as I liked. But over time, I didn't draw as much, and so slowly the frequency of me posting artwork on Instagram became less and less. So naturally, my 'fan base' started to become stagnant. Don't get me wrong, I'm not all about likes or followers, but when I see that number diminishing, it indicates just how much I've been slacking.

I'm not happy with it either. How I've missed drawing. Even though I'm currently in a creative industry, not being able to express myself through my favourite ways made me feel upset. Especially with my semester struggles (read here), I never make time for it anymore because sometimes I get so darn tired at the end of each day. 

But the other day, after all my assignments were submitted, I just realized just how much I missed it. So, I decided to make myself brave and ask indirectly to my friends on Instagram " who wants their portrait drawn ?" And from there I got a few requests.

This time, because I was drawing people's portraits, I knew it had to look good because they are people I know. If the portrait looked nothing like them, then that'd just make me look bad. And so that's how my Friends Series started.

It was like a chain reaction. After drawing one person, a friend of that person wanted one too, and it just spread for a bit. To date, I've done 11 portraits in the past 5 days, and I still have some that I haven't started. They're pretty simple. Nothing like my graphite portraits I did years ago or even my watercolour postcards, but for now, this will do. This is sustainable for me, and it still keeps me happy. So for the next month that I'll be on holiday, I hope I can keep at it. 

Also, I've created a new account just for this purpose. Feel free to check it out! :)  

https://www.instagram.com/hellomiwaa/

End of Semester Struggles

I just finished my first Masters critique ever, and I couldn't be more relieved to be done with the project. The last couple of weeks has been pretty tough on me. Now I really know that juggling work and trying to excel in Masters is not an easy feat. Not to mention at least trying to keep a decent social life in that equation.

So as I said, it has been a rough couple of weeks. It got to the point that I almost cried at my office desk when I wasn't even on break. It got to the point that I was weeping over songs because it reminded me of home. It got to the point that video calling with friends became a bawling session. I just broke down. 

There are so many things expected of me, including my own self expectations. 

Without me realizing it, I've been working for about 6 months now, and that poses some higher expectations from my bosses and colleagues. They expect me to be an architect, or at least act like one, when honestly sometimes I'm not even confident with my own colour choices. I still have a lot to learn but it seems that I have to start picking up the pace at this point if I want to continue impressing them. 

With studies, I've never really had a big problem with it. But starting about a year and a half ago, I really started excelling. And so this becomes addictive.

So come this semester, I felt so burnt out, and my grades show for it. It's not that I'm failing subjects or anything, but given my track record from Bachelors, I know I should be doing better.

What's keeping me going though, is the fact that all this will be worth it some day. Working in Australia isn't an opportunity I'm about to give up easily just because I'm tired. And quitting studies is definitely not an option particularly because I know once I've stopped, it'd probably take me a while to warm up to the idea of hitting the studios and have late nights again. 

But you know what, all in all, I know I'm very blessed. Not many people get the opportunities that I have. I know there are a lot of other people out there that would kill to get a scholarship to study abroad, and a lot of are searching for jobs, when I've already secured one while I'm studying. I shouldn't and won't waste what's been given to me. I just have to pick up my game. 

Though for now, I'm just going to give myself the day to take a breather and enjoy some me time because heck, I deserve it.

Here's to the (almost) end of semester.

And here's to a well deserved break in July soon! I can't wait. 

Ticking that 'Achievement Unlocked' box

Happy Mothers Day to all the mothers out there! <3

At the beginning of the year, one of my new year's resolution is to join a my first 10 km run.

So, yesterday was the first step in preparing for that run - I joined an 8 km run. And you know what, it was actually my first run in two years! I haven't been in the running scene since the Twilight Run in early 2015, and that run was only 5 km.

So when I finally crossed that finishing line yesterday, I felt so happy.

Because why?

Because it dawned upon me that I really am making this year, my year. The year that I push my limits. And it feels amazing.

I went to the run with some confidence yesterday. I knew that I wasn't going to be as fast as a lot of the other runners, but I told myself " It's okay " because I'm not competing with them. My main goal was to prove to myself that I could pull through when I put my mind to something. And I did. Amazing what we can achieve when we believe in ourselves. My time was 53:18 and though I know that's nothing to shout about, I was perfectly happy that it was under an hour (ha ha ha ha ha, yeah, no I didn't aim that high).  

There's something about these small achievements in life that I love, even though it's really nothing to shout about. It just makes me feel a little empowered inside everyday and it gives me that bit of self-satisfaction that I need, which I think is good every now and again especially when life is getting a bit too routine.

So 8 km done. 10 km in August, leggo!

Speaking of achievements, I finally managed a headstand. It's been a good week heyyy.

Aged with Grace

Yesterday, I had a long phone conversation with my parents after what felt like a never ending day. And as corny as this sounds, it was actually the highlight of my week.

I know how small it is. I mean, I call them all the time. But really, yesterday, after a long, tiring and frustrating day in uni, talking to them managed to lift my spirits back up. 

I thank God every day that I have parents as supportive as they are. They're ever willing to help me in any way possible, even if it means going through some crap along the way. Honestly, they're a Godsend, even though I don’t express that to them enough.

You know what's the best feeling? Being able to make them laugh. Because even though they're 6500 km away, I could still feel their laughter radiate through me when I tell them a joke or tell them about my little projects here and there, and it’s actually a great feeling. Knowing that they’re happy and proud of me, even though there are days I think I’m not feeling so great myself.

Both my parents have taught me so many things; my dad – his determination, patience and perseverance, my mum – her compassion, unconditional love and ability to put us first before her needs.

They are truly two of the most amazing people in my life and I honestly don’t think I could ever repay them back for all that they’ve done for me, not that I think they expect anything much from me anyway, besides the occasional ‘thank you’. I love the fact that now that they’re older and all of us are out there somewhere living our lives, they are able to live theirs in a way they never could when we were much younger. Though I know they love having us around (especially the grandchildren!), it’s nice to see them age gracefully and happily, and for that I’ll always be thankful to Him. I can only pray that they will be in the best health, blessed with generous sustenance, and most importantly happy, herein and hereafter.

We may not be the perfect family, or richest or most good looking even, but I think we have it pretty good. We’re happy and I think that’s a great place to be at J

P/S: Don’t forget, it’s Mother’s Day tomorrow! 

The Weekend Edition: Whitsundays Coast

Hello!

I'm back from my weekend trip to the Whitsundays Coast and here to tell you how I did my short trip. I traveled solo and it was super short and sweet and probably not the most ideal holiday for most, but I'll give you my most honest opinions, link you to the websites and provide little tips here and there for anyone who might want to go there one day :) 

Also if you're too lazy to read the long post, you can skip to end where I summarize the links for flights, accommodations and activities. YOU'RE WELCOME.

So my trip was just a short one, just two days and two nights. My flight was early on Friday morning. I went via Tigerair. The flight tickets were super affordable and I think the flight tickets are still cheap depending on when your anticipated travel dates are - If you check out Tigerair, the tickets go as low as $33 per way right now!

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Friday

Arrival

When I reached Whitsundays Coast Airport in Proserpine, my first thought was that it was super small. I already anticipated it, sort of, but I guess little things like this surprise me all the time. There were two gates, and one baggage claim area, and probably around 3-4 check in counters.

The good thing about small airports is that you can't miss anything. Especially good for people travelling solo like myself, because I won't get lost no matter where I end up walking. 

Transport

I didn't have any luggage so I headed straight to the Whitsundays Transit sign. I booked with them in advance before the trip to transport me to Airlie Beach where I was staying throughout my trip. I think you can also buy tickets when you reach there because I saw some people doing that as well. The people were really helpful and they were super efficient. It's a bus, as opposed to a coaster so there's plenty of room. Also it was really clean! The fare wasn't bad either - a $34 return and I think every company charges a similar rate. They drop you off directly in front of your accommodation so that was definitely a big plus point for me! Definitely would recommend them if you're searching for transport to Airlie Beach. 

I would say that the trip from the airport to Airlie Beach was hardly impressive. There weren't many views or anything along the way. Just many trees and small shops along the streets. So don't go there expecting you'll see the sea straight away because you won't for a little while.

The journey to my accommodation took about an hour.

Abell Marina Point

Accommodation

I stayed at Backpackers by The Bay which was on the Main Street. However, though mine was on the main street, it was further away from the shops, about a 10 minute walk. I didn't mind it too much but if you want something more convenient, I would recommend somewhere like Magnums (I heard they are really popular) or Base backpackers. But to be honest you don't really have to worry about which backpacker you choose or when you book because the Main Street is probably 50% backpacker hostels anyway so there's plenty to choose from! 

Despite the distance from the shops, BBTB was generally good. The reception is open from 7.30 am to 7.30 pm so there's a good chance you'll get help when you need it. They'll give you your bedsheets and you'll be asked for a $10 cash deposit for the keys which you'll get back when you return the keys. 

I asked for an all female dorm with 4 beds which cost $34 per night. There are mixed dorms which are cheaper options. I thought of staying in a mixed dorm at first to save money but I guess my haram halal ratio didn't allow for it so I decided to go for an all female form instead hahahahahaha. Also, it's obviously more convenient because then I wouldn't have to sleep with my hijab on, etc.

When I was lying on the bed, a man entered the room and I thought he was just someone's boyfriend so I let it go but already felt a bit uneasy. But suddenly he lied on his bed. Apparently they had given me a mixed dorm! I thought of letting it go at first but I felt more uncomfortable than I thought I would so I asked reception if they could give me a different dorm, and they happily gave me a change, thank god!

The toilets and showers are gender separated so again, pretty convenient for us girls.

I didn't use the kitchen or anything but I passed by and they looked pretty clean. There were also some pots and pans. There were big fridges to keep food as well, so I would say it's a pretty convenient place! Also everything was pretty clean which always wins brownie points from me.

So overall, BBTB wins my approval stamp and a thumbs up for "good place to stay".

Activities - Skydiving (yes, you read that right!)

Okay, so here's the big one - I was meant to go Skydiving. Read again: MEANT to go. Sadly, when I reached the assembly point in the town centre, they were telling everyone that it was too dangerous to go at the time because the winds were too strong! They asked me whether I could do it on another day or whether I was planning to head back up to the Whitsundays at any time, but no option fitted me, so I only asked for a refund.

I felt so deflated! I was anticipating it for the past week so when adrenaline was already pumping up, only for them to tell me I couldn't do it, you could just imagine how upset I felt. Sure I felt nervous about the big jump the whole week, but I was looking forward to it. New experience and all that. But I guess everything has a hikmah behind it.

Anyway, I booked my skydiving here. I think this is the cheapest option for this height so far. Other websites were Book Me and each Skydiving company. I think there're two in Airlie Beach, mine was through Airlie Beach Skydivers.

Airlie Beach



So since skydiving was a no go, I decided to spend my time on the beach doing things that I know best, take photos, sketching and sleep!

I also walked around the town shops. Really Airlie Beach is probably 3 blocks of shops and about 50% of it is probably backpackers hostels! Another 20% would probably be activity/tour/travel companies and the rest are food and service shops.

For halal food, I was told that there are two kebab shops, but I only saw one. There are also plenty of fish and chips shops and a Dominoes. Woolies was nearby as well, so you definitely won't starve for the duration of your trip.

After the whole day just walking around and minding my own business, I decided to head back when I got dinner and it got dark. As far as I could see, there wasn't much night life going on either but don't take my word for it because it wasn't something I was interested in anyway.

Saturday

Activities - Ocean Rafting
I booked the Ocean Rafting tour via http://oceanrafting.com.au/ and took the Southern Lights tour.

The tour consists of :
1. Guided bushwalk to Hill Inlet lookout
2. Two hours on the famous Whitehaven Beach
3. Snorkeling

For me the tour was worth the money. It takes up the whole day (from 8.45 am - 4.30 pm) and they bring you to each spot. The company also arranges for transport to and from the meet up point before and after the activities end, so it is super convenient!

The boat ride itself was really fun, bumpy and feels like a real life flume ride! Again, the guides were super informative and friendly, so it made the tour all the more fun.

Our Ocean Rafting Tour guide

From Hill Inlet Lookout

From Hill Inlet Lookout

From Hill Inlet Lookout

Hill Inlet

Whitehaven Beach

Unfortunately, I didn't take any photos of the snorkelling because I was to chicken to bring my phone and camera near the water!

Sunday Morning

Best Hot Chocolate I've tasted in awhile!

My flight was at 9.25 am on Sunday, and again I took Whitsundays Transit to the airport. So that was the end of my trip.

*****

So that is basically how I did the trip. There were unfortunate events here and there but overall it was a good trip and very restful. Ever since I started architecture school, my life has been filled with late nights and non-existent holidays, even my summer breaks since I normally find internships or work during those times. I got a good break for the weekend which is probably what I need most right now having to juggle masters and work at the same time.

My honest opinion on the Whitsundays, go if you love nature. Go there if you love small and quiet little beach towns. Go only if you have money to do the activities like going snorkeling or sailing or go on scenic flights. Without any activities, I wouldn't have enjoyed it much because the town itself was quite small. There wasn't much to see on Airlie Beach either, at least not at the time that I went. And go on a scenic flight if you have the money. I think that would have been really worth it! I think I would go again one day specifically just for that. Some day, I'll definitely come back.

And as promised: 

1. Flight: Tigerair - https://tigerair.com.au/

2. Transport to Airlie Beach : Whitsundays Transit - http://www.whitsundaytransit.com.au/

3. Accommodation: Backpackers by the Bay - https://www.backpackersbythebay.com/

    Booked via Hostel Bookers - http://www.hostelbookers.com/hostels/australia/airlie-beach/

4. Skydiving: Adrenaline - https://www.adrenaline.com.au/airlie-beach/skydiving/whitsundays-beach-skydive-14000ft/
5. Ocean Rafting - http://oceanrafting.com.au/

Also now that I've written about my Whitsundays trip, I feel like writing about my other unwritten trips before this as well lol. Hm should I?