Smartass

I went to the edufair in KLCC today and as I suspected, the thing that they'll be saying is "PERFORM" which ultimately brings me to feel creeped out and pressured on how my SPM results will turn out like. It's not that I think I did that badly but sometimes it just doesn't feel like I did enough. I'm scared like hell and nobody else knows how I can stare into the dark at night for hours tossing and tumbling feeling anxious. Even now as I'm writing this, my mind is constantly imagining the possible scenarios that just might play out on the day itself. And now I feel like screaming.

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Oh please please let be all be alright. Give me straight A's and I'll be jumping all around I tell you. And right now, even just straight A's doesn't give you any guarantee to secure you a scholarship what more if you didn't even get the straight A's.

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hyperventilating.
Help.