Flying in and out

Hello everybodee.
You guys may think that you've seen the last of me but obviously with this post, I'm still alive and kicking. It is now already mid May which means I haven't blogged for almost half a year. And I still come back to the blog just to rant on things I don't really talk to anyone else about.

Quick updates on me:
1. A-levels is sucking the life out of me.
2. A-levels sucks big time.
3. I'm in the middle of my AS exams.

Forgive me for my hatred toward A-Level, all you A-Level enthusiast but seriously I would never have thought that any exam could be this stressful. It's like a baby that needs constant nurturing and if you take your eyes of it for one second, BOOM! It comes screaming at you

Okay, so maybe I'm taking it a bit far. But at this point in time (especially after a killer bio paper) A-Levels is no best friend. Almost a year into A-Levels, and I am at the peak of my mental exhaustion. Actually, this won't be true for long seeing as I'm not even into my 3rd semester yet. I don't even want to think about that.

At first thought, even before I entered Sunway with my 9A plusses, I thought to myself "hey, how difficult can A-Levels be. i got through SPM fine, why can't it be the same for A-Levels"
Oh, how dead DEAD wrong I was. Clearly my straight A's didn't match up to Cambridge standards. Or to be more exact, my mind and thinking processes weren't. Cambridge A-Levels to me now is nothing like what I first regarded it for. As stressful as it may be, and as demanding as it is, it has made me overcome a few of my already-existing problems of which I may have shoved far away at the back of the closet had it not been for A-Levels. It has definitely taught me to think properly, most definitely. This is affirmed by my dad, who thinks that I have a flare for explaining things simply following a systematic train of thought.

So so many things that I've learnt from here but the price to pay is very steep. On the whole, I guess A-Levels isn't completely bad. It's just exhaustimg, stressful and makes you somewhat a hermit. At least that's in my case. But it has its perks. As they say, not everything that you like is good for you, and not everything that is good for you, you will like. Plus, I'm pretty sure there's a bigger reason of why I'm here doing it. I may have had ideas for myself, but He always plans ahead much better, with better endings and outcomes for me. Insya-Allah (: