Believe

Have you ever felt that nobody believes in you?

It's been almost two months that I've made the decision.
And with all the events that has been happening, with all the babble that I've been constantly listening to, I feel it, the way I see it;
No one believes I can do it.

It's frustrating, honestly. Just imagine, you're excited about the choice you've made, thinking 'Insya-Allah, this is what is right for me. This is what I have to look forward to,' and without me realising it, I actually do look forward to it.

What I feel may not entirely be true, but whatever the words that have come out, whatever the actions they have shown, this is exactly how I see it from my point of view.

I know they have my best interest at heart and I know that they're worried. So am I. But once, just once, why can't they not underestimate me. Why?