Today I have no idea why I feel extremely sensitive about everything. I normally pride myself for being able to keep my mood and emotions in check, but today is just not a good day. For one, I suddenly felt angry when my mum commented on something I did, and didn't do. It just irritated me to the point I didn't want to respond to anything else she said. I know, I sound like a b*tch of a daughter right? And I also feel that way now, but sometimes I think everyone should be thankful that my tolerance level is very high. I can take criticism, but when everything I do looks wrong, well, then don't ask me to do it.
And I hate driving the Honda! From the first time I drove it, until now, I can't seem to control it properly. I know I'm not the best driver in the world but driving that car makes my driving look even more crappy than it actually is. Maybe I'm not in the best state of mind, or maybe I'm not used to the dynamics of that car but all I can do is to make excuses.
And our dinner out is cancelled. Not that it's anyone's fault, and no, I don't blame him (note to kakak if you're reading this). It was just supposed to be the highlight of my day today (since every single day is just so darn uneventful) because I get to see my nephew and sister (yes, nephew comes first before sister :P )
Aaah well, that's life I guess. Nothing seems to want to go your way all the time. Maybe that's what makes it so interesting. But seriously, when nothing interesting at all happens all week, it just makes me crazy. Sure, people tell me, make life interesting. Well my idea of interesting is travelling, and I can't even do that (no one's fault either, just I'm frustrated that I'm stuck at home) . Oh yeah, and I don't have a car. I don't like the Honda, and the 4-wheel-drive consumes too much petrol. And the Waja was stolen a few weeks back.
I am in serious need of some outdoor activities.
I might just burst if I don't find some.
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