The Outcome

Truth be told, I haven't felt this kind of euphoria in ages. As I entered this week, the most dominant thought in my mind was that my A-Level results are coming this Friday. So many thoughts were clouding my mind all week, it consumed me.

What's the outcome?

Will it be able to get me into a good uni?

What's gonna happen next?

All these thoughts clouded me for a week it just made me a bit sick and scared. It's no secret that I hated A-levels. Yes, I hated it. It took a lot of my time and effort and it just drained so much from me. When I left A-levels I swore I will never look back at it if I'm not desperate enough. Though it taught me so much, I figured once has already done it's charm.

Now it's Friday, the day I anxiously waited for has come and my results are out.

I'd just like to express how euphoric I feel today. Extremely! My 2A*'s and 2A's definitely didn't come rolling to my door. I worked my ass off for it and I am damn proud of myself for that. It was beyond my expectations and so I am very very satisfied. I'm no einstein, I just worked hard. Really really hard And Allah has decided to grant me my reward. And for that, Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah. I am beyond relieved and grateful right now to Him because only he can grant me this feeling. He gave me access to it :)

Though I know this is just the beginning, I want to bask in this moment. Because it is my moment. To some people, their A-level results may be just another exam result, but for me, so far this is by far the most difficult but the most satisfactory! Huuaaa! Rejoice!